Risk

How big is the risk that you willing to take? The correct answer is, “It’s depend”. As a matter of fact, that’s the almost the correct answer for every other similar questions.

But, as you grow older, that “depend” become more complicated. Because now that depend will relate to others. Others as in another human being. Might be your dependent. Or your significant other. Your parents, or in general your family.

At the of the day, you will always have the choice, take the risk and just fly, or take the risk and stay. Burnt yourself like a candle, burnt to death to shine other. Either you fly or you stay, both will have similar consequences.

It’s life. That’s why we live it. 

 

Risk

Worries

The worst kind of worries are the one that’s not necessary.

You woke up one day, you know you will have an exam at that day, and you cannot be at ease the whole morning. Or, you know you had a bad performance, and tomorrow you will have a review with your boss. You’re worried you may get fired. Another kind, you know that had screwed up, and now you have to be responsible with it. 

It’s good to be worried. That’ll make you awake and aware. But, if you just get through it, do your best, you know you will feel better and think that your worries are unnecessary.

Worries

No Progress


If i ever noticed how I always started my blog post recently, it always started by regretting that I haven’t write that much. I knew it the issue with me. Laziness.

I understand that writing is actually a process to meditating. You feel calm when you write, because you concentrate on arranging the words that you want to share. At the end of each sentence, you can loose your breath, feeling satisfied. Even better when you finished the whole paragraph.

Then why wouldn’t I do it often. It’s a one million dollar questions :)

Life is sucks. Writing about it can make it less sucks. But write the positive one. Write about hope!

No Progress

Mediocre

Mediocrity adalah masa lalu bagi saya. Sudah cukup bagi saya tergabung dalam tim yang biasa-biasa saja. Tergabung dalam kumpulan yang biasa-biasa saja. Bagi saya, tak ada masalah apabila saya dan Anda tergabung dalam hal yang biasa saja. Dulu saya mengiyakan saja hal itu. Kini bagi saya, persetan dengan hal yang biasa saja.

Saya tidak perduli apabila kita adalah orang-orang yang medioker setidaknya attitude, determination, dan passion kita tidak mediocre. 

We should held up high our attitude, determination, and passion!

Mediocre

Looking for good Budget Planner apps

So, I got this new fancy phone now. And now I want to track everything I do with my phone. *doh* Now I’m just like any other modern busy people :) Anyway, I got all setup that I need for my todo-list, for messaging, RSS reader, reddit, even I installed pedometer on my phone. So far I’m all up and running.

But there is this one thing that I couldn’t find, a good budget apps, expense tracker apps kinda like. Its not like there is not  many good apps out there, there are tons of good apps out there. The problem is, they’re just too good! I just want something simple. I’m using Google Spreadsheet right now, and I’m satisfied with it right now. It’s just, I’m not satisfied with the aesthetic of it. I mean, its 2015, function only is not enough :)

My Google Spreadsheet budget planner/expense tracker, is just simply like this,

Yup that too smalls *evil grin*, it is basically just a spreadsheet with

  1. Showing the month, and list of expense based on date
  2. What is the name of expense? Maybe put category in it.
  3. Four columns consist of  Debit+Credit for Forecast Expense, and Debit+Credit for Actual Expense, with their Forecasted and actual balance
  4. It will be good to have summary for expenses every month
  5. Remarks

It will be good if I can run a report every month, but I don’t really need it. Because with this kind of style, its just like you read the old version of your bank passbook, you just need to see the last line, and you know how much actual balance that you have.

Do you know any simple apps like this?

Looking for good Budget Planner apps

Writing to Calm Your Mind

Today i just realized, how writing can calm my mind. I started writing a blog not a long time ago. This is my second blog, the first one was seismogenic.blogsome.com, I deleted it, and I think even blogsome is no longer in service. I don’t recall any other medium that I use to write. I don’t like writing in a diary book. Maybe because I type faster than I really hand write. Even though looking at the posting habit in this blog shows that I’m a lazy writer.

I feel calm when writing. I guess that’s the result of you try to focus your mind, your brain. You concentrate hard. And then when a sentence came up, a paragraph, and  a post. You felt satisfied, that you have achieved something. That’s make you feel good. That’s make you feel calm.Especially when you write about what you really feel in your heart. Let the feeling come out.

Obviously, that doesn’t always go well. A writers block some might say. Or just lazy. Some words really cannot describe what you really feel. Or even you cannot even move on from just one sentence. But I guess, it’s part of the process. And if you manage to get past of this writer block. You will even feel happier.

I should write more :)

Writing to Calm Your Mind