Ronald Spiers: The only hope you have is to accept the fact that you’re already dead. The sooner you accept that, the sooner you’ll be able to function as a soldier is supposed to function: without mercy, without compassion, without remorse. All war depends upon it.

Tuhanku, sejauh kaki melangkah mencari jawaban, ternyata Engkau memberi jawaban tepat di sebelahku

 

Kepada Engkau yang menyimpan kesengasaraan dalam kebisuan
Kepada engkau yang menagis dalam batin karena dikalahkan
karena disingkirkan diusir ditinggalkan
Atau sangat-sangat susah untuk ketemu dengan namanya keadilan
aku ingin bertamu ke lubuk hatimu saudara2 ku
untuk istirahat sejenak
mengendapkan hati bernyanyi mengendapkan hati dan bernyanyi
Saudara2 ku sesama orang kecil di pinggir jalan
sedulur2ku disusun2 dikampung2 perkotaaan
karib2ku di gang2 kotor digubug2 tepi sungai yang darurat
atau mungkin saudara2ku di rumah2 besar di kantor2 mewah namun memendam semacam  keperihan diam2 aku ajak engkau semua sahabat2ku saudara2ku untuk menarik nafas sejenak
duduk bersandar atau membaringkan badan, aku ajak engkau menjernihkan pikiran
untuk menata hati menemukan kesalahan2 kita semua untuk tidak kita ulangi lg
atau meneguhkan kebenaran2 untuk kita perjuangkan kembali.
Ayolah saudara-saudara rileks

Tombo ati iku ono limang perkoro

Kaping pisan moco Qur’an sakmaknane
Kaping pindo Sholat wengi lakonono
Kaping telu wong kang sholeh kumpulono
Kaping papat weteng iro engkang luwe
Kaping limo dzikir wengi ingkang suwe

Salah sakwijine sopo biso ngelakoni
Insya Allah Gusti Pangeran ngijabahi

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ai4D1lrARrw

and nothing but the dream.

Always.

It’s seems that, this is not my first post that I complained about my lack of execution of my own projects. I do believe I have a lot of good projects, even though not all of them are brilliant. I am sometime thinking whether I should hire people to do my own idea.  But, if I’m not even consistent about my own idea, how can I expect people to do what I should have done.

This year, I have to do something. I must do that.

* yet another imaginary post

Yet another year wasted :)

Time to do what I need to do in 2010,

Time to regret what I didn’t do in 2011,

Time to think what should be done in 2012,

Time to curse, why I didn’t do it in 2013.

But this is 2014, the time to make new mistakes,

After all, we never grow stronger, if we didn’t learn.

But, even donkey will not fall into the same hole twice.

Be a man, not a donky

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